It's funny how the cold earth shakes,ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ Does it matter if we can't escape?ㅤ ㅤㅤI guess it's harder just to live with your mistakes .. ㅤ
ㅤIf there's nowhere else to run.


TRIGGER WARNING .. ㅤ

psychological/mental illness, kinks, weapons (knives/guns) smut/nsfw, masked figures, stalking, toxic relationships, manipulations, possible violence/murder, possible blood/gore (mostly just blood mentions)
* this blog is ran by a mun with low empathy.

@THENIHILIST

THIS IS AN INDEPENDENTㅤ PORTRAYAL ㅤFOR ANㅤ ORIGINAL CHARACTER ㅤUNDER THE NAMEㅤ MALAKAI ㅤMARCUM. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤFANDOMLESSㅤ / ㅤPSYCHOLOGICAL.
ㅤ* with inspo from varying media.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ discord available upon request.

rules /GUIDELINES

ANDㅤ Iㅤ KNEWㅤ ITㅤㅤ THAT'S THE WORST PART ㅤㅤ ... ㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤ I ㅤKNEWㅤ IT.ㅤㅤ ㅤ

* 📹 ㅤㅤ . 01 ⭑ㅤㅤㅤㅤ...ㅤㅤㅤㅤTHIS IS A INDEPENDENT / PRIVATE PORTRAYAL FOR A FANDOMLESS BASED ORIGINAL CHARACTER UNDER THE NAME MALAKAI MARCUM.* 📹 ㅤㅤ . 02 ⭑ㅤㅤㅤㅤ...ㅤㅤㅤㅤTHIS IS A TRIGGER HEAVY PORTRAYAL. I RARELY TAG TRIGGERS BUT IF YOU NEED SOMETHING TAGGED, LMK. GENERAL HORROR + KINK + MENTAL ILLNESS WILL BE HEAVY IMPLIED.* 📹 ㅤㅤ . 03 ⭑ㅤㅤㅤㅤ...ㅤㅤㅤㅤI AM SELECTIVE WITH MY ROMANTIC SHIPPING, PLEASE DO NOT FORCE SHIP OR ASSUME SHIPS WITH ME.* 📹 ㅤㅤ . 04 ⭑ㅤㅤㅤㅤ...ㅤㅤㅤㅤEVERYTHING IS EDITED BY ME UNLESS OTHERWISE STATED. PLEASE DO NOT LIFT / STEAL FROM THE CONCEPTS / HEADCANONS / ETC.* 📹 ㅤㅤ . 05 ⭑ㅤㅤㅤㅤ...ㅤㅤㅤㅤPLEASE DO NOT BRING ME OOC DRAMA. DISCORD IS AVAILABLE SELECTIVELY UPON REQUEST.

STATS & STUFF

ㅤ ㅤ THE DOG THAT WEEPS AFTER IT KILLS . . .ㅤ ㅤ is no better than the dog that doesn't. ㅤㅤMY GUILT WILL NOT PURIFY ME.

What's ㅤㅤ theㅤ ㅤ point ㅤ ㅤof ㅤ ㅤitㅤ ㅤ all?ㅤㅤ ㅤ I'm ㅤfeelingㅤ so ㅤnumb.

NAME:ㅤMALAKAI KAINE MARCUM.
NICKNAME(s):ㅤKAI.
Pronunciation:ㅤ/mal-lah-ki/
ALIAS | MONIKER: THE NIHILIST.
AGE | GENDER: LATE 20'S | CISMALE.
preferred pronouns: he/him.
SEXUAL ORIENTATION(S): PANSEX | AROM.
BIRTH RESIDENCE: THE Netherlands.
CURRENT RESIDENCE: EAST COAST, USA.

SEXUALITY: pansexual (sexually fluid); female leaning. | aromantic. | hyper sexual, dominant-leaning.PHYSIQUE: tall/lean frame, defined/average muscles; long fingers and subtle veins; discreet tattoos, not easily visible on camera.KINK(S): sub/dom dynamics, teasing, masks, weapon (knife/gun) play, praise, degrading-praise, degradation, sensory slow-burns, edging, orgasm denials/control, bdsm, sado/masc dynamics, voyeurism/exhibition.HARD NO'S: scat, pedo/underage, ageplays, furries, diaper/adult baby.


I DREAM OF MASSACRES,ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ I AM A GARDEN OF RED AND BLACK AGONIES .. ㅤㅤ

SHORT BIO: born as an only child, growing up in eindhoven, netherlands. now residing in new york, sometimes travels for work and content. an influencer who focuses on making content for his socials on: onlyfans, instagram, tiktok, snapchat under the handle @thenihilist. infatuated with weapons, body modification, and the philosophy of nihilism. thrives in nightlife and partying, mostly for the drugs and the alcohol. was falsely accused in the disappearance of his girlfriend (npc), a case that followed him for years before he was eventually cleared. the experience left him disconnected and unemployable. eventually found his way into the city’s underground, where he was hired as a hitman/assassin—faking his death to devote himself fully to the organization that claimed him. holds a particular loyalty to the rare and few that he truly cares about. is known to be extremely hostile, potentially violent, and dangerously alluring. approach with caution.

BIOGRAPHY ...


TRIGGER WARNINGS:ㅤ .. .. ㅤ ㅤ ㅤmental illness, ㅤmanipulations, ㅤtoxic relationships,ㅤ body horror,ㅤ violence,ㅤ alleged domestic violence,ㅤ blood, ㅤmurder,ㅤ missing persons,ㅤ crime.

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